life ups and down

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Greetings readers! This is it. The finals. And yes, this is it. The New Year 2013!  But, the focus is the finals for us.haha. There won't be any other finals after this one, I think, not so sure about that. Well, the first paper will be this Thursday. Need to prepare mentally and physically, inside and out for all five papers. As until today, no  preparation has taken place yet. In shaa Allah, I'll start preparing tomorrow. Need to perform solat Hajat , pray for ease to answer all questions, pray for a calm emotion, pray for ease in revising the subjects, pray for the best. May my friends and I are able to provide the best answers. Mudah-mudahan . My vision especially for this semester is to achieve 3.5 GPA. The others, well the other three that I know of especially shared the same vision as me too. Looking at some of our on-going assessments, hemmm, I don't dare say that it is enough. So,...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Alhamdulillah, at last we went through week 14 ALIVE! Yet, the study week is not much of a study week though. Two more submissions for Wednesday and Friday. *sigh I guess life is never easy. Even though I might, might seem calm physically, mentally #$%^&&*^%$ fuhhhh. Allah SWT and me who only know. I guess the others experienced the same too even though they seemed, seemed calm. But I know, there are straining themselves from bursting and exploding. Until last night, I felt like throwing my laptop that I dearly care for because I was stressed out, off limit, because of the b******* portfolio report. It crazily makes me crazy??? If that makes sense. Yes, seriously felt like that yesterday. Today, feeling much better I guess. Just face it la. Allah knows best. And we humans have to work our best, not just fret and do nothing. Pffffftt. Just thinking about it makes me mad and stress.

Assalamulaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Woke up this morning to a neck ache and self-made sickness , despite sleeping early, quite early for a person who have a lot of work to do and who should stay up and do more before sleeping, I am not proud of myself. *aduhai. It is the final week of lecture before study break for us here. It seems bearable but, I don't know, unbearable at times. Yesterday, before sleeping, I know I am able to face this, I know I am able to finish everything till the last. But, waking up today, I kind of having a different opinion about things. I woke up thinking of the past years question's presentation that we have to present later today. Thinking am I able to provide sufficient answers and elaboration and example,.................................and whether everything will be just fine as usual. Wondering where to start on Organizational Behavior's task too. Questionnaire first or characteristics. Then, remin...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. A news came, sad news, heart-broken news, while others were having fun and enjoying happy times. Even though it was not someone related nor someone close yet it gives impact as well as gives reminder. Reminder that death is not known the time, the place, the about, He only, who knows. A reminder and a self-reflect for one self and for myself. May arwah are among those who He blessed. Let's pray for arwah and for those who have left us, as our time may come at anytime. It's never too late for anything. Build and strengthen the relationship with our Creator. Solat, Al-Quran, good deeds. Love our parents and cherish them. Do it now, before it's too late. Al-Fatihah. Semoga arwah Nusrah ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang yang beriman.

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Went there, The Big Bad Wolf! done hunting! The wolf is back again this year. Didn't get the chance to visit last year as it was held for only three days. Whereas this year, they extend until three weeks and the total of books available for us are 3million!!! They add 1.5 million more books for this year. That is a lot. A LOT!!! Not just that, they even open for 24 hours during the weekend, talking about getting crazy from what the wolf offers. I went there last Saturday with my friends and my sister. Luckily there were not many people, well, there were lots of people but we were able to walk calmly through the aisle compared to what my friends told me when they went there during the first week. If there is anybody inviting me to accompany or asking me to join them to visit the wolf again, without hesitation, I will say YES :). I would love to have a look on several more books again before it ends this 23 Decem...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. It's December. The last month for 2012. For the time being, my mental is not in a sane state. Guess what, the zombies are back!! We're back. This week is still in control, but next week is already week 13 and the following week is the final week before all of us had our study break for finals *huhh, try reading them in one breath -,-.  So, anyway, this two fun weeks will be filled with: -Test, test, test -Quizzes -Syabas negotiation -Baby dumping presentation -Presentation on past years final papers -Report -Interview people -Present case study -Replacement class -Research proposal -etc etc..... The list seems bearable but imagine the preparation before the presentation, the draft before the real report, the hustle before finding the person to interview, the time to discuss and brainstorm the case study, the readings for tests and quizzes and others. In a way, this is fun, honestly I think i...