life ups and down

Assalamualaikum wbt. All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Hei! I hope everyone is having a great time. I've had enough feeling depressed on my exam result. Did I?... a little but no longer now. No use of being sad when there are much more to be thankful of everyday. Start with being thankful given a healthy body and mind by our Creator. So, this entry is about some of the things that I like and would like to have at some point of my life. We always have things that we like or we love. At times, we are able to get it or to purchase it, or maybe just dream about it. And at times we often forget about the thing that we always like and want some other things instead. Its not weird at all. It is very normal to like ONE thing all your life or to like different things all the time :) I have a vision for this year. It is to go to Japan . Well, a friend, a close friend invite us(me and my friends) there as she studies there. So whoever went there can save money on food and h...

Assalamualaikum wbt. All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Its already a week after Chinese New Year celebration, around a week after the exact day if I'm not mistaken. At this very moment, I am not alone. The non-stop rhythm of the fire crackers accompany me upon writing this entry :) Chinese New Year, yes. It is among the yearly celebration that I enjoy. Even though I am not a Chinese nor have a Chinese family members, but they are my friends and neighbours. I remembered waking up to a very very loud drum and cymbals sounds several years back. It was from a lion dance at a neighbour's house. It was a great feeling. Woke up to the sound, peep through the window, then rush downstairs and towards the celebrating house. I can't remember brushing my teeth, but I do think I did brush them. So anyway, at that moment, it was the first LIVE lion dance that I have seen from near, in my life. It was fun as I actually experienced the moment. I also remembered watching ano...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Hello! It has been a while. A long-while, more than a month after the previous entry. Alhamdulillah. My friends and I are able to complete our finals. Of course, there are always some papers that we are able to answer, some that are okey, some which are just nonsense, and some which came out as what we expected. And there are also some worst case scenarios when there are papers that we did not completed due to too much thinking, too much time consumed for one question and many others. It was kind of funny to recall on the things that we commented after we left the exam hall. After sitting there alone for several hours, going out the exam hall will be to socialize again.hahaa. Some of us are like, whatever la, some are a little worried, some just really don't care. So, below are some FAVOURITE lines that my friends and I usually use or usually utter right after we step out of the exam hall:   'Amacam?...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Greetings readers! This is it. The finals. And yes, this is it. The New Year 2013!  But, the focus is the finals for us.haha. There won't be any other finals after this one, I think, not so sure about that. Well, the first paper will be this Thursday. Need to prepare mentally and physically, inside and out for all five papers. As until today, no  preparation has taken place yet. In shaa Allah, I'll start preparing tomorrow. Need to perform solat Hajat , pray for ease to answer all questions, pray for a calm emotion, pray for ease in revising the subjects, pray for the best. May my friends and I are able to provide the best answers. Mudah-mudahan . My vision especially for this semester is to achieve 3.5 GPA. The others, well the other three that I know of especially shared the same vision as me too. Looking at some of our on-going assessments, hemmm, I don't dare say that it is enough. So,...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Alhamdulillah, at last we went through week 14 ALIVE! Yet, the study week is not much of a study week though. Two more submissions for Wednesday and Friday. *sigh I guess life is never easy. Even though I might, might seem calm physically, mentally #$%^&&*^%$ fuhhhh. Allah SWT and me who only know. I guess the others experienced the same too even though they seemed, seemed calm. But I know, there are straining themselves from bursting and exploding. Until last night, I felt like throwing my laptop that I dearly care for because I was stressed out, off limit, because of the b******* portfolio report. It crazily makes me crazy??? If that makes sense. Yes, seriously felt like that yesterday. Today, feeling much better I guess. Just face it la. Allah knows best. And we humans have to work our best, not just fret and do nothing. Pffffftt. Just thinking about it makes me mad and stress.

Assalamulaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Woke up this morning to a neck ache and self-made sickness , despite sleeping early, quite early for a person who have a lot of work to do and who should stay up and do more before sleeping, I am not proud of myself. *aduhai. It is the final week of lecture before study break for us here. It seems bearable but, I don't know, unbearable at times. Yesterday, before sleeping, I know I am able to face this, I know I am able to finish everything till the last. But, waking up today, I kind of having a different opinion about things. I woke up thinking of the past years question's presentation that we have to present later today. Thinking am I able to provide sufficient answers and elaboration and example,.................................and whether everything will be just fine as usual. Wondering where to start on Organizational Behavior's task too. Questionnaire first or characteristics. Then, remin...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. A news came, sad news, heart-broken news, while others were having fun and enjoying happy times. Even though it was not someone related nor someone close yet it gives impact as well as gives reminder. Reminder that death is not known the time, the place, the about, He only, who knows. A reminder and a self-reflect for one self and for myself. May arwah are among those who He blessed. Let's pray for arwah and for those who have left us, as our time may come at anytime. It's never too late for anything. Build and strengthen the relationship with our Creator. Solat, Al-Quran, good deeds. Love our parents and cherish them. Do it now, before it's too late. Al-Fatihah. Semoga arwah Nusrah ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang yang beriman.