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An apology

Assalamualaikum wbt
All praises to Allah and His Messenger.



Dear you,

I apologize.
 

I'm sorry for hurting you.
Its my mistake.
And, yes, clearly, I know its for me.

Worry not of thinking yourself as a selfish person,
I don't mind about the movie. 
If I do, I'll be asking all of you to watch it some other time.
So, don' think of yourself that way.

Yes, you are important.
A very nice, important, not punctual, but a bright friend.

I don't mind if you come up and talk
face to face about this. I prefer it that way.
Just to make sure we're ok.
Better yet, to make sure we're not keeping this inside.

Thanks for loving our relationship.

It somehow shows that
you care and you are comfortable with me,
being your friend.

It's fine if you pissed off.
Everyone deserves do be mad
and pissed off.
But,
if you're not able to forgive me,
then tell me so.
I don't want our friendship to be
insincere and dishonest.

Just so you know,
you hurt me the other day.
Not you specifically, but your sentence did.
You might not notice as it is just a small matter
but,
it suddenly hit me hard in the inside, at that time.
I don't know why, but it did.

I'm taking some time to heal.
My heart.
And I'm ok with it now.

Don't take my silence towards you as a revenge.
Its not.
Its childish and stupid to hurt you back
or to take revenge.
For me, the best is to just take some time, forgive and forget.
And that's what I did.

I hope you do the same to me,
to forgive and forget. 

I'm sorry for hurting you. 


p/s: to myself and my readers.

Everyone deserves to be mad and to pissed off. At times, we should give others the chance to explode. It might  fulfill their satisfaction on letting everything out after just listening and being quiet all the time. Because at times, these people will talk bad things behind your back because of their dissatisfaction, which is bad for you and especially extremely bad for them because it adds to our own sin and because its neither help nor give benefits to the situation. The best is to talk about it. If not to the person, talk to a mediator, or a middle person to help solving the misunderstanding or dissatisfaction in a much wiser way.



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Anonymous said…
apology accepted!! hhahahah joking

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