life ups and down

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT the Almighty and His Messenger. Greetings. It has been a month, again. This time around, the post is about a very special person, my Adik, the baby of the family. She is going away to study at a place quite far away. Being the baby of the family, she has not really been very far from the family, until last year for her one year foundation study. But, that was still quite near as it was still in our area. This time, it is in another state. The thought of Adik not being at home as usual , came into me. Next week must be boring Must be quiet at home I definitely felt lonely My bestfriend is not with me What she's doing now Is she ok there I hope she's doing ok No one to laugh at my silly lame jokes Is she coping well with the environment I hope she stays strong I hope she copes with being homesick I hope...... I hope....... And yeah, no one to argue with as usual *sigh I am actually feeling sad and tear...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger Dedicated to all Muslims. It is the holy month of Ramadhan. And guess what, time flies. It is already the last 10 days of this special month :( Last year's was great. I remembered the feeling of enjoying this holy month. This year, it feels so fast that this special month is now reaching its end. But, even though it is the last day of Ramadhan, there is always still time for us to do and give our best. Only Allah SWT who knows. I remembered the time I celebrated Ramadhan in school. It was a fun memory. Among the best ones. I got to do the best I can as there were many activities held for us to do together. Of course, there is Tarawikh prayer. We also had Qiyammullail. We had Duha prayer during recess. And what I loved most was that we had Tadarus session every evening. Tadarus. How I missed it. I remembered woke some of my dorm mates for that session. When it was our senior year, well, some w...

Assalamulaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger Hello. Upon writing this post, I am at a state where I can no longer open my eyes to continue doing my work. My friends and I are at Level 9 Menara at this late hour, yup (for those who know the history.........hahahaa.....). It's kind of our lepak place for wifi, for just us. Alhamdulillah. Our journey are coming to its end. So far, we are done with two of our professional presentations. It was a nerve-wrecking and sleepless experience on preparing the text and searching for information and practice and what not for the presentation. Nevertheless, I enjoy every last moment of it. Even now, it is just so difficult to finish up my thesis and do the amendments needed, I choose not to fret and just keep on continuing these difficult times as I believe I will be reminiscing these times later in the future. InsyaAllah, everything will end this Monday. My prayers to all of us, myself and my friends, that we...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger Hwarghhhhhhh ;( Greetings dear readers, 1st of July is here. And so, our final classes has started. For us, the LG220 students(our course code ;)), we don't have any final papers, but we have final classes. From the 1st till the mid-end of July we will be busy with seminar sessions, workshop and presentations. There will be three presentations; the first is going to be about our practical training, second is on a scholarship something something(am not sure), last and the biggest fear is the thesis presentation. I am not sure why but, thesis sure crack me up off limit. I am just so scared when it is regarding my thesis. When doing the paper itself I am scared what-more is when you are presenting in front of the lecturers *gulp. I always over-think the killer questions that might be asked and imagine what will happen to me if that happens. sobsss. But of course, the other part of me always told me t...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger Hai! I am still in the midst of killing myself. Still working hard in completing my academic paper aka thesis payperr aka life is difficult aka let's just move on. Yup. Despite being extremely busy thinking, wondering and brain storming, it will be fun to have a short break and write a blog post just to fill in time with something that I think counted as a partially happy thought. I'm thinking of writing to my future H. Just for fun and to release some stress particles. Specially written and dedicated to all my galfriends out there. I know you know that we are all up on the same thing. May our path to the right man are ease and may he able to assist us to jannah . Should be a he shouldn't he?she?!!! Just kidding. Please terase that this dedication is for you if you are reading k gals. I love you ;). So, here it gowss . Dear FH, You might read or might not read this as you are not yet ...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger And so, our konon2 Prom Night was a fun night. We actually called it Pre-Graduation Dinner plus also combining the dinner with the Dean's Award recipients.  It sounds funny when you called it Prom Night. For me when it is called as such, it sounds Americanish , wild and western .hahaa. But it is also suitable to be called as such to show it was a celebrated night and because the theme for that night was Tie, Suit and Dresses , I know, nice wasn't it. And the dinner, it was not the place or the food that we would fret about or be bossy about later on, its the people and the friends and the pictures that we will talk about again and again, it will be the memory that we will probably recall in the future, the almost last moment of a student life.hahaa. And guess what, just after the dinner, we the gals went and lepak for a while for a short kopi session just to end the night nicely. Wahh, a night to rem...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Greetings! This time it really has been a month since the last post. Laziness seems to always win in all situation compare to doing something. Thats me. I know, I know, it is something bad. *sigh Anyway, let's proceed. It is time I come out with a more interesting topic, a more interesting blog post, don't you think? This time, it is about Iqbal. Iqbal, Iqbal, Iqbal, Iqbal It all started like this ~ ~ ~ It was a normal office day at work. I was doing some tasks, and I was in need of a reference to do a short write-up about an event. So, I went to ask my superior for it. What is it about Iqbal, do you wonder? Who is this Iqbal person? Must be a male, or is it a ........? Was Iqbal the name of the person giving me the task? Was he the one I'm meeting to ask for reference? Was he someone who I am going to bump into later? Was he someone I'm working with? or Was he someone I'm seein...