life ups and down

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah the Almighty and His Messenger Sickness. It is true indeed when people said money is not everything. Health is indeed wealth and money is no wealth. Let me share my own personal experience with you. Recently, very very recent, I fell ill. It started with dizziness and high fever. Then, the other symptoms came and worsen a bit. It happened on the most awaited week in my whole life. The week I had my CONVOCATION CEREMONY. Yup, Allah SWT has better plans indeed. It is a lie to say that I was too busy with work or too busy with other matters that my mind slipped about my convocation day. Never. I am the type of person who remembers my own birthday, my own puasa days, my own special occasion dates etc. So, yes, like most normal graduates-to-be, I am super excited and super happy waiting for THE day. I applied my leave as early as I can to get approval and yes, it was approved. But, not just for the Monday of my cer...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger You. This time, my blog post is just too random. You might feel irritated by just scheming through it. Nevertheless, enjoy reading ya.hahaa You, You. You would never know that this was about you. You. You would never have guessed this was you.  You. You would never ever ever know this was you. You. I last saw you on Friday. Dang! You. We never spoke. You. We never even met, properly. You. We don't even share the same circle of friends. You. I saw you again on Monday. You. And Tuesday too. You. Let see if Wednesday fails. You. I think you'll be there on Thursday. You. I think you're cute. You. Yup, you are kinda cute. You. Like I said, you'll never know that this was about you. You.  Now I think I do sound a lil cuckoo. You. Believe me, you would never have guessed and you would never will know how on earth that this can be about you.   Now...now...

Assalamualaikum All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger Hi. Yup, Mamak story. Malaysian would definitely understand what Mamak implies :) Mamak or kedai Mamak is one place to dine. Usually it is a place where people hang out and meet up for  teh tarik , teh o , kopi or others. There, you could order million types of roti. From roti kosong to roti telur roti bawang roti cheese roti banjir roti nan roti mengarut ....hehe And lots lotss more. You name it. And believe me, the variation of roti's name, are just sometimes getting weirder from time to time as these Mamak stall or Mamak restaurant are competing between them to be the best. And yes, one of people's fav to get at Mamak is its NASI KANDAR! Agagaaa.. this nasi is suitable for big eaters. Recommended to those out there to try, especially if you are not a Malaysian ^^ If you're a Malaysian, then no need.hikk Anyway, Nasi Kandar is like the it thing at Mamak. Mamak is the only place for ...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger Greetings! Another post  :) I don't know what to answer when someone were to ask, ' What is the thing that you miss most during your bachelor years? ' I am not the kind of student that lecturers will remember as I am very average and I am not the type that shine or that lepak2 with them. So, I guess they are not among the number one that I miss.hemmm First, I would say that I will miss the time spent together with the girls. There were 1,2,3...7,8... 9 of us girls and 4 boys equals to all 13 of us. The girls are all fantastic and great in their own ways. Yup, sincerely from me, girls. The boys, hemmmm........Haaahaaa. I will miss them lots too cause they were the reason why we can cope with the three years. They lepak with us. They shared their thoughts and mature opinions (although most of the time, they are the most immature ;)) They made jokes and lessen the ...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Alhamdulillah, three years of bachelor degree had ended. My fellow mates and I had graduated and going to have our convocation ceremony soon. It was Ramadhan when we finished. We picked out Setia City Mall as the place for our farewell buka-puasa :) It was in July and I still remembered the moments as it was a fun and happy and exciting day for all of us. That day was Monday, the day where some of us still had to present our final presentation on thesis. Mine was on Friday, so I graduated a few days earlier.hahaa.. Anyway, I went to the mall before but that day seems much more fun. Was it because we finished our semester? or  Was it because it was Ramadhan that it felt special? or Well, I don't know, but it was a good feeling. After everyone finished. We set the time which was at 2p.m. to go to the mall. Our plan was to watch a movie (thought of playing bowling but, afraid that we might felt thir...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT the Almighty and His Messenger. Greetings. It has been a month, again. This time around, the post is about a very special person, my Adik, the baby of the family. She is going away to study at a place quite far away. Being the baby of the family, she has not really been very far from the family, until last year for her one year foundation study. But, that was still quite near as it was still in our area. This time, it is in another state. The thought of Adik not being at home as usual , came into me. Next week must be boring Must be quiet at home I definitely felt lonely My bestfriend is not with me What she's doing now Is she ok there I hope she's doing ok No one to laugh at my silly lame jokes Is she coping well with the environment I hope she stays strong I hope she copes with being homesick I hope...... I hope....... And yeah, no one to argue with as usual *sigh I am actually feeling sad and tear...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger Dedicated to all Muslims. It is the holy month of Ramadhan. And guess what, time flies. It is already the last 10 days of this special month :( Last year's was great. I remembered the feeling of enjoying this holy month. This year, it feels so fast that this special month is now reaching its end. But, even though it is the last day of Ramadhan, there is always still time for us to do and give our best. Only Allah SWT who knows. I remembered the time I celebrated Ramadhan in school. It was a fun memory. Among the best ones. I got to do the best I can as there were many activities held for us to do together. Of course, there is Tarawikh prayer. We also had Qiyammullail. We had Duha prayer during recess. And what I loved most was that we had Tadarus session every evening. Tadarus. How I missed it. I remembered woke some of my dorm mates for that session. When it was our senior year, well, some w...

Assalamulaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger Hello. Upon writing this post, I am at a state where I can no longer open my eyes to continue doing my work. My friends and I are at Level 9 Menara at this late hour, yup (for those who know the history.........hahahaa.....). It's kind of our lepak place for wifi, for just us. Alhamdulillah. Our journey are coming to its end. So far, we are done with two of our professional presentations. It was a nerve-wrecking and sleepless experience on preparing the text and searching for information and practice and what not for the presentation. Nevertheless, I enjoy every last moment of it. Even now, it is just so difficult to finish up my thesis and do the amendments needed, I choose not to fret and just keep on continuing these difficult times as I believe I will be reminiscing these times later in the future. InsyaAllah, everything will end this Monday. My prayers to all of us, myself and my friends, that we...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger Hwarghhhhhhh ;( Greetings dear readers, 1st of July is here. And so, our final classes has started. For us, the LG220 students(our course code ;)), we don't have any final papers, but we have final classes. From the 1st till the mid-end of July we will be busy with seminar sessions, workshop and presentations. There will be three presentations; the first is going to be about our practical training, second is on a scholarship something something(am not sure), last and the biggest fear is the thesis presentation. I am not sure why but, thesis sure crack me up off limit. I am just so scared when it is regarding my thesis. When doing the paper itself I am scared what-more is when you are presenting in front of the lecturers *gulp. I always over-think the killer questions that might be asked and imagine what will happen to me if that happens. sobsss. But of course, the other part of me always told me t...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger Hai! I am still in the midst of killing myself. Still working hard in completing my academic paper aka thesis payperr aka life is difficult aka let's just move on. Yup. Despite being extremely busy thinking, wondering and brain storming, it will be fun to have a short break and write a blog post just to fill in time with something that I think counted as a partially happy thought. I'm thinking of writing to my future H. Just for fun and to release some stress particles. Specially written and dedicated to all my galfriends out there. I know you know that we are all up on the same thing. May our path to the right man are ease and may he able to assist us to jannah . Should be a he shouldn't he?she?!!! Just kidding. Please terase that this dedication is for you if you are reading k gals. I love you ;). So, here it gowss . Dear FH, You might read or might not read this as you are not yet ...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger And so, our konon2 Prom Night was a fun night. We actually called it Pre-Graduation Dinner plus also combining the dinner with the Dean's Award recipients.  It sounds funny when you called it Prom Night. For me when it is called as such, it sounds Americanish , wild and western .hahaa. But it is also suitable to be called as such to show it was a celebrated night and because the theme for that night was Tie, Suit and Dresses , I know, nice wasn't it. And the dinner, it was not the place or the food that we would fret about or be bossy about later on, its the people and the friends and the pictures that we will talk about again and again, it will be the memory that we will probably recall in the future, the almost last moment of a student life.hahaa. And guess what, just after the dinner, we the gals went and lepak for a while for a short kopi session just to end the night nicely. Wahh, a night to rem...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Greetings! This time it really has been a month since the last post. Laziness seems to always win in all situation compare to doing something. Thats me. I know, I know, it is something bad. *sigh Anyway, let's proceed. It is time I come out with a more interesting topic, a more interesting blog post, don't you think? This time, it is about Iqbal. Iqbal, Iqbal, Iqbal, Iqbal It all started like this ~ ~ ~ It was a normal office day at work. I was doing some tasks, and I was in need of a reference to do a short write-up about an event. So, I went to ask my superior for it. What is it about Iqbal, do you wonder? Who is this Iqbal person? Must be a male, or is it a ........? Was Iqbal the name of the person giving me the task? Was he the one I'm meeting to ask for reference? Was he someone who I am going to bump into later? Was he someone I'm working with? or Was he someone I'm seein...

Assalamulaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Greetings. In the previous post, I mentioned that among the things that I loved and enjoyed last month is the day, Friday. This post, I would like to add one more to the list. Another thing that I love during my practical days up to today is the badminton 'training' day! as what they, at the office called them, training session :) I personally always enjoy playing sports. Court games specifically and badminton especially. Even though I may not be the best player ever, I am ok when playing badminton.heheee. The first badminton game was on the first week of March, a couple of days after I started my internship. I can't remember when was the last time, but it was the first game after a longggggggggggggggg time! hahaa.. I missed playing so much that when I get to play, I felt as happy as when I eat a tasty piece of chocolate indulgence cake.teheeee.. But seriously, I felt good and of cours...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Hai. You know what working people usually love? or what students or normal people like you and me usually love? It is, Friday :) I know I know. There are thousand other things that you readers would love rather than the old plain Friday, but my context that I am referring to now is my current situation, a working individual, specifically for myself, an intern student. People always sigh when tomorrow is Monday and the opposite when it is Friday. Myself definitely jump for joy if it is Friday. I'll be smiling, if not physically, inside of me is smiling. Knowing that, -I work for less hours -I get longer break hours -get to lepak2 during lunch -tomorrow is the weekends, even though at times I have to work on weekends, the idea of weekends, most of times enlightens me. Family bonding time. That is one thing what I love most about my life as per March , as an intern student. Another thing that I lovee...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Hellooooo..! At last, I am able to make time to write a short blog post about my recent activity. I have been delaying it a lot, big time . I remember planning on writing about my internship(which is what currently going on) LAST WEEK, but too sleepy to write. And, one of my plan is to WRITE ONCE A WEEK for this month, did not expect this (the challenging lifestyle??) coming.hahaa.. Well, my eyes just can't opened. By 1030,1100, I am already too sleepy to do anything. I know, very early for a normal person to usually goes to sleep, but, can't help it. I don't think it is that very tiring or I have to do extremely crucial things at work. hemmmmm..haha. Because I spoil myself maybe. Give face too much, mengada , yeah, haha.. maybe that. And I also remember several nights, maybe not several but a couple of nights that I fell asleep in front of my laptop while screening on facebook and what not. ishh...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. It has been tiring until now and still, I have to prepare myself for the BIG day tomorrow. Quite nervous thinking that I will start my practical training tomorrow. I pray that first day will run smoothly and okey. Hope for the same thing for the day after until the upcoming three months. Hope that it will be full of experience and great lessons. That's the first thing for the big day. Another is because, heehhhehehee, it is my ********. So, anyway, here it goes.  From last Monday, I have been busy. No, that does not sound right...... My mama actually been busy, have been busy making me her personal assistant. This is what plays in my mind, of why mama utilize me(making me PA) 98.89% last week ;). I think it is because knowing that it was the last week that I will be available and at home. haha. It is not something new or weird that I play PA, but last week has just been among the most busied week for me. As...

Assalamualaikum wbt. All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Alhamdulillah, it is already hcram~~..try pronounce it that way. hkram? hchram??.emm, weird weird. So, anyway, its already March! Today is the official first day. *breath in..... *exhale.....haaaaa.. I just love the smell of March, the feeling when it approaches every year, the, *ahhhh*, the everything. For me March is my most fav month of all. I know it is no fair as I love it because I was born on this month but, well, just stop reading or just read it with an eye open at least. Come on, let me brag for just this entry ;D So continue. Yeah, I am happy everytime March comes by. Not very very very happy or crazily happy, just Happy, thankful happy. Eventhough everytime it comes is a sign that my age increases, it is never a sign that myself getting older.haha. Those are just numbers, it shows nothing.You can't stop them can you?so why try.heee. I have one incident this morning. Yup, not a nice incide...

Assalamualaikum wbt. All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Hei! I hope everyone is having a great time. I've had enough feeling depressed on my exam result. Did I?... a little but no longer now. No use of being sad when there are much more to be thankful of everyday. Start with being thankful given a healthy body and mind by our Creator. So, this entry is about some of the things that I like and would like to have at some point of my life. We always have things that we like or we love. At times, we are able to get it or to purchase it, or maybe just dream about it. And at times we often forget about the thing that we always like and want some other things instead. Its not weird at all. It is very normal to like ONE thing all your life or to like different things all the time :) I have a vision for this year. It is to go to Japan . Well, a friend, a close friend invite us(me and my friends) there as she studies there. So whoever went there can save money on food and h...