life ups and down

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Greetings readers! This is it. The finals. And yes, this is it. The New Year 2013!  But, the focus is the finals for us.haha. There won't be any other finals after this one, I think, not so sure about that. Well, the first paper will be this Thursday. Need to prepare mentally and physically, inside and out for all five papers. As until today, no  preparation has taken place yet. In shaa Allah, I'll start preparing tomorrow. Need to perform solat Hajat , pray for ease to answer all questions, pray for a calm emotion, pray for ease in revising the subjects, pray for the best. May my friends and I are able to provide the best answers. Mudah-mudahan . My vision especially for this semester is to achieve 3.5 GPA. The others, well the other three that I know of especially shared the same vision as me too. Looking at some of our on-going assessments, hemmm, I don't dare say that it is enough. So,...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Alhamdulillah, at last we went through week 14 ALIVE! Yet, the study week is not much of a study week though. Two more submissions for Wednesday and Friday. *sigh I guess life is never easy. Even though I might, might seem calm physically, mentally #$%^&&*^%$ fuhhhh. Allah SWT and me who only know. I guess the others experienced the same too even though they seemed, seemed calm. But I know, there are straining themselves from bursting and exploding. Until last night, I felt like throwing my laptop that I dearly care for because I was stressed out, off limit, because of the b******* portfolio report. It crazily makes me crazy??? If that makes sense. Yes, seriously felt like that yesterday. Today, feeling much better I guess. Just face it la. Allah knows best. And we humans have to work our best, not just fret and do nothing. Pffffftt. Just thinking about it makes me mad and stress.

Assalamulaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Woke up this morning to a neck ache and self-made sickness , despite sleeping early, quite early for a person who have a lot of work to do and who should stay up and do more before sleeping, I am not proud of myself. *aduhai. It is the final week of lecture before study break for us here. It seems bearable but, I don't know, unbearable at times. Yesterday, before sleeping, I know I am able to face this, I know I am able to finish everything till the last. But, waking up today, I kind of having a different opinion about things. I woke up thinking of the past years question's presentation that we have to present later today. Thinking am I able to provide sufficient answers and elaboration and example,.................................and whether everything will be just fine as usual. Wondering where to start on Organizational Behavior's task too. Questionnaire first or characteristics. Then, remin...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. A news came, sad news, heart-broken news, while others were having fun and enjoying happy times. Even though it was not someone related nor someone close yet it gives impact as well as gives reminder. Reminder that death is not known the time, the place, the about, He only, who knows. A reminder and a self-reflect for one self and for myself. May arwah are among those who He blessed. Let's pray for arwah and for those who have left us, as our time may come at anytime. It's never too late for anything. Build and strengthen the relationship with our Creator. Solat, Al-Quran, good deeds. Love our parents and cherish them. Do it now, before it's too late. Al-Fatihah. Semoga arwah Nusrah ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang yang beriman.

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Went there, The Big Bad Wolf! done hunting! The wolf is back again this year. Didn't get the chance to visit last year as it was held for only three days. Whereas this year, they extend until three weeks and the total of books available for us are 3million!!! They add 1.5 million more books for this year. That is a lot. A LOT!!! Not just that, they even open for 24 hours during the weekend, talking about getting crazy from what the wolf offers. I went there last Saturday with my friends and my sister. Luckily there were not many people, well, there were lots of people but we were able to walk calmly through the aisle compared to what my friends told me when they went there during the first week. If there is anybody inviting me to accompany or asking me to join them to visit the wolf again, without hesitation, I will say YES :). I would love to have a look on several more books again before it ends this 23 Decem...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. It's December. The last month for 2012. For the time being, my mental is not in a sane state. Guess what, the zombies are back!! We're back. This week is still in control, but next week is already week 13 and the following week is the final week before all of us had our study break for finals *huhh, try reading them in one breath -,-.  So, anyway, this two fun weeks will be filled with: -Test, test, test -Quizzes -Syabas negotiation -Baby dumping presentation -Presentation on past years final papers -Report -Interview people -Present case study -Replacement class -Research proposal -etc etc..... The list seems bearable but imagine the preparation before the presentation, the draft before the real report, the hustle before finding the person to interview, the time to discuss and brainstorm the case study, the readings for tests and quizzes and others. In a way, this is fun, honestly I think i...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah and His Messenger. Dear you, I apologize .   I'm sorry for hurting you. Its my mistake. And, yes, clearly, I know its for me. Worry not of thinking yourself as a selfish person, I don't mind about the movie.  If I do, I'll be asking all of you to watch it some other time. So, don' think of yourself that way. Yes, you are important. A very nice, important, not punctual , but a bright friend. I don't mind if you come up and talk face to face about this. I prefer it that way . Just to make sure we're ok. Better yet, to make sure we're not keeping this inside. Thanks for loving our relationship. It somehow shows that you care and you are comfortable with me, being your friend. It's fine if you pissed off. Everyone deserves do be mad and pissed off. But, if you're not able to forgive me, then tell me so. I don't want our friendship to be insincere and dishonest. Just so ...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Hello readers ! Before talking about my M sickness , I would like to sum up my weekend.  This weekend has been a blast and tiresome. Yesterday, my faculty members; students and lecturers had this activity together. It is called Getting to Know You. It was fun, and tiring in a way, in addition there were heavy rain and drizzle that we had to face during the activity. And today, another programme. This one was a boring, but supposedly was an informational programme that is compulsory for students to attend every semester. Anyhow, this evening was the last one for me and my batch mates. So, no more Kemahiran Insaniah after this, goodbye KI, goodbye LDK. Ok. This is it. My M disease . My M disease attacked me for the not third or fourth, but for the hundredth of times. A disease that has no cure, no medicine. It is the M-A-L-A-S disease. Tonight, before tomorrow morning, I just have to force myse...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT & His Messenger. Greetings and good day readers! A nice and cozy Thursday it is. Alhamdulillah another new year has come upon us. Awal Muharram, happy new year, 1434. It was yesterday where people would read the new year and end of the year prayers. It is also the time when the book of our deeds for last year is closed, and a new book, for our deeds this year, is open. And of course, the vision for every year would be, to be better than the year before. Or, that is not what you hope for? I doubt that ya :). Despite being able to do the best or not, depends on the individual themselves. To work hard to be better and istiqamah in what you do, is what I think is the best. I, myself would also like to achieve or reach for the best. InsyaAllah, let us all work to be a better muslim. Vision for 1434 : 1. Be a better daughter to mama and baba - for me, being a good child is never easy. because they have always been there with me, th...

  Vocabulary as of yesterday : Subconscious Three layers Sedative Fischer Uncle Peter Mal Lingo Dom Maze Reality Dream Plant ideas Asleep Thriller Extract information Go figure. As to all celebrating the festival of lights, Happy Deepavali ! May you have loads of fun celebrating with family & friends.    

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger A galaxy of love with Samsung Galaxy Note II ! The title is not to congratulate Samsung, nor to say that I am in a galaxy of love with Galaxy Note II , or maybe I am, a little, but conrgatulation to the hero of our country, Datuk Lee Chong Wei and Datin Wong Mew Choo! Congratulations on their marriage. It is the right timing for LCW to settle down. He deserves the grand marriage. In a way, the marriage also seems like a celebration to him after all the years of hardworking in the badminton arena. Now that he is happily married, may he have a better and happier life knowing that there is someone who will be looking after himself, his clothes, food and drink, work and others. The reason why I decided on blogging about LCW in the first place is because of the advertisement from Samsung itself. During this weekend, everything is about LCW's wedding. This is based on NTV7. I don't think other channels...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger Definitely....on the other hand, maybe. Must have heard somewhere right? ahhhhh...don't start googling , I'll tell ya. It is a name of a movie actually. Not recent, around the year 2000 I think. Yes, a 2008 movie.  Actor and actresses, Ryan Reynolds, Abigail Breslin and Isla Fisher. Just an opinion, Abigail's skills as a child actress is impressive. She is good. Some other movies with her are No Reservations, which is also a movie that I enjoy watching and My sister's keeper.  I watched the movie, definitely, maybe around a week ago and it was a nice romance movie. The movie portrays a very very very complicated love life of William Hayes(Ryan Reynolds). He shares with his daughter about his love life and at the same time, let his daughter guess who his daughter's real mother is (which reminds me of how Ted in How I met your mother told his two children the never-ending story of how...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. It's baking time! This recipe is one that I took from the reader digest magazine which I have been keeping for quite a while now. The main purpose of jotting down this recipe is non other than to try it out of course, but until this moment, sadly to say, I haven't got the chance or should I say, I, myself simply did not take the effort to try it yet.hahaha. And believe me, put some trust on me, I will try this out and blog about it okey.  And, I just thought maybe there are readers or there is a reader out there who love or loves chocolate chip cookies with bananas, so, why not try out this recipe. From the name itself, it makes me imagine of the freshly baked cookies out from the oven, crunchy, tasty, scrumptious, delicious with some banana taste. Yup, sounds tasty enough to give it a try ya. Happy trying and happy baking! It is stated that the ingredients is for about 18 servings. Ingredients...

I vow to help you love life   To always  hold you with tenderness and to have the patience that love demands.  To speak when words are needed and to share the silence when they're not.   To agree to disagree  on red velvet cake.   And to live within the warmth of your heart and always call it home. I vow to fiercely love you in all your forms, now and forever. I promise to never forget that this is a once in a lifetime love. And to always know in the deepest part of my soul that no matter what challenges might carry us apart, that we'll always find the way back to each other. The Vow, 2012 .

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Hai you'll. Yup, superb Monday it was, two days ago. Lazy Saturday and Sunday. pffftt. Rolling on my so called "bed" and keep getting nap all day long. Watched Ocean 13.  I know. Well, there are still others out there who haven't watched it! hahaha. Lagha all day during the weekends, that was why, Monday turned out to be superb. Woke up late that Monday -__- Subuh ..................7a.m. Got ready and all, class started at 8.30a.m. Got down to catch the bus late, as usual. Felt water drops on the front part of my head . Ignore. Thought it was just the water from the leaves as it rains frequently nowadays. Thank God, I rode the bus with my house aka classmate to class that morning. Suddenly, she called me, and pointed on the front part of my head. "There is something on your head" "Ohh, basah eh? Ni kena air jatuh dari pokok tadi ni kot" ...

Assalamualaikum wbt. and All praises to Allah SWT & His Messenger. I envy those who have confidence they are just so sure with what they say and believe I envy those who are brave nothing is ever an obstacle and nothing stops them I envy those who are knowledgeable they have all answers to share with the world I envy those who have strength they are able to face the impossibilities OR it is actually the other way around I envy confidence it gives strong self-esteem in people I envy bravery it gives all the courage a person needs I envy knowledge it provides people with all answers I envy strength it gives people the reason to go on Yet, nothing and nobody is ever so perfect in all things in this world, don't you think? Things are made as such so that we work together to find perfection. Everything and everyone has their own flaws, and we are among of them .

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger Greetings readers! As stated above, in this entry I would like to share about the course that I am taking at present. It is a course from the Academy of Language Studies at Universiti Teknologi Mara(UiTM). It is very rare to find people that know about this course. Dialogue 1 A: Eh, what are you studying now? Me: English for Prof Comm A: ...........??? So, what is that actually? Dialogue 2 A: Anyway, what are you taking now? Me: Language studies A: Oh.. TESL eh. Me: ....................... or very very very rare, Dialogue 3 A: What course did you take? Me: English for Prof Comm A: Ohh..ok. As you see, this course is not as popular as others like law, engineering, medicine, dental, education and others, which everyone knows of. But, it is a fun and interesting course to learn. Believe me. And if you are really good in English, which I am still working on t...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT & His Messenger Last time I made "The List" was during the early period of creating this humble blog.  Up until now, I have achieved some things from my list. Achieved in terms of getting or shall I say purchasing and reading the things on my list. The things achieved from the previous List : 1. Read Pemilik cintaku selepas Allah & Rasul by Fatimah Syarha 2. Purchased a touch-screen phone :) and hoping it will stay long with me Now on the new List : 1. A book by Habiburrahman, a very talented Indonesian author 2. A book called Secret by Rhonda, a best-selling book 3. A bag, a useful one for everyday usage <3 4. A phone cover for my S2  5. A hard disk 6. A purse, maybe That will do for now. Btw, do you know that the Wolf is back? haha. The Big Bad Wolf book sales is back....!!!!! 7-23 December 2012, the place is still unknown. I am planning on visiting as the books are 70% , 90% less from no...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger.  Still remember, my journey to the Korean restaurant? Well, our journey, did not just stop there. The very next day, the three of us again, went to another place. This time, a place nearby. Ever heard of Bonjour Garden cafe and bakery? hahaha. If not, it is time to pay a visit. Based on it's Operation manager, who had a chat with us that day, they are going to open up few more branches of Bonjour Garden around town. The place where we went was the first one, which is at Kota Damansara. The concept of the shop is an open concept, as its name, a garden concept. The surrounding of the cafe is nice and cosy. Best to have lunch, tea or dinner with family and friends. The food are also delicious. It features 80% local cuisine and 20% western. We ordered nachos tera merochas and de` casablanca carbonara. I actually exaggerated on its name. But, yeah, we ordered nachos and carbonara spaghetti. Scrumpt...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. Yup, it is a name of a shop.  Well, by fourth raya, there were no activities or people coming for raya, so the three of us, my mother, my sister and myself went to Jalan TAR. Post-raya shopping. There I purchased some scarfs, compulsory to buy scarfs and its siblings if one is at Jalan TAR. And I also purchased a new pair of jeans, because the price was reasonable enough to rationalise myself on buying and because I have no more pants. I am done with my raya pocket money I tell you huuuuuuu -_____-. We only spend a short time there as parking at S*** is expensive. Everybody knows that.heeeeee. So, we bought what needed, and drove off to our next destination. The Street Cafe, Subang. Aigoo. Because my sister is a 'korean' fans, for its idol groups especially and food, so, we visited the shop. It is a Halal Korean Cuisine shop. There are many Korean cuisine restaurants, but the one that are ...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger. A  month of Ramadhan had passed. Riang ria raya for this year was celebrated here in town, my family is not going back to our hometown this year. I hope my grandparents would come up here for a visit. It has been quite a while since the last time meeting them. Anyway, raya has been great. Hope yours are as awesome too. It is the month of celebration. The first day of raya is always the best. The first day will be the day where everybody wishes everybody Selamat Hari Raya, Salam Aidilfitri etc. It is also the busiest day ever as everyone will be busy meeting their relatives and friends and not forgetting, also visiting the grave to recite Yassin and prayers for those that had left us. Al-Fatihah. For visits and all, it was tiresome despite being the guest. Visiting from one house to another, greet them asking how they are, eat the variety types of rendang, ketupat, serunding, kuah lodeh, cakes, kuih, desser...

Assalamualaikum wbt All praises to Allah SWT and His Messenger It is already the very very end of Ramadhan. Let us all pray that we were given long life by our Creator to be able to meet this holy month again next year and the year after. Aminn. Everybody seems busy performing ibadah during this end of Ramadhan especially during the last 10 days. Not forgetting, there are also those who take this moment to meet up after some time apart. That was what happened to me and several of my girlfriends. It has been a while since secondary school. A couple of years...hahahaha..... It was long time ago when all of us break our fast together at Dewan Makan sekolah. Until last Friday, where all thirteen of us met and break fast together. We only spent two days during the weekends as some of us are working and doing internship at present.  We prepared everything by ourselves. From the venue to the food. Well, the venue was because of the mercy and kindness of a friend's famil...

Assalamualaikum wbt. All praises to Allah SWT & His Messenger. Lailatul Qadar is the night that is better than a thousand months. For those who sincerely devote oneself on that night will be granted with His countless blessings. Refer Surah Al-Qadr. What makes the event more special is that the time of it's occurrence is unknown. There are no exact dates in Ramadhan on when Lailatul Qadar is. The only thing that is known is that it may occur on any odd dates among the last 10 days of Ramadhan So, it is a chase for all Muslims. Which is good as it motivates us and myself to pray harder and do more ibadah especially during the last 10 days of Ramadhan to have the pahala of 1000 months. Which is when you convert, equals to pahala of 83 years! Allahuakbar. Subhanallah. There are many other ways or action that we can do during the last 10 days of Ramadhan. One of the most crucial, and this is in my own opinion, is to recite the Doa below all the time. We the imperf...

Assalamualaikum wbt. and All praises to Allah SWT & His Messenger. It is the second week of Ramadhan, 'All is well' I expect. If you have watched 3 Idiots, you'll understand the 'All is well' and maybe start to recall all the funny parts in the movie.hehehe...if not, try watching it. It is a nice hindi movie. Main characters; Aamir Khan and my favourite, Kareena Kapoor :) Yes, in this post I am going to share on the steps and ingredients on making kuih kaswi or some call it kuih koswi or kueh kaswi, the latter is the old malay way of spelling kuih though. Kuih kaswi is the kuih that is usually black in colour and have kelapa all over it. It is similar to kuih lompang. I don't know what is the difference between kaswi and lompang as I see them as two similar kuih in two different shapes. Without wasting any time babbling, let's just start with the steps shall we.  The steps and ingredients will be in mix of Melayu and Inggeris. If you just h...